Wow.
Its been forever since Ive been on the site, or actually done anything. Ive done a lot of modeling as of late though you can see some on page and recently and I went and used our SLR cameras and took some great pics...Ill submit them for y'all

I GOT ACCEPTED!!! IM A SUICIDE GIRL!

Well, I got the majority of my leg piece coloured in yesterday, but unfortunately, due to swelling and all the bleeding i was doing...Dave (my artist) sent me home! hahahaha so I'm getting the rest coloured in a month and thank god I get friend pricing!

Alot of people say tattoos are extremely addicting and blah blah blah. After my first one, I didnt really notice whether or not I was addicted....But then I got my second one.... and I soon realized its so true! I am addicted to tattoos. Its not so much tattoos, but the process. At first theres the fear becuz obviously they do hurt...not always a lot but its not the most comfortable thing you'll ever do. and then theres the mad adrenaline your riding on during the tattoo....and then u get to go home and show everyone! hahaha and then it hurts sooo bad...and ur exhausted from the whole event...and the next day it starts to scab ....which is gross...lol and then comes the itching and u actually ask yourself why you got this and what the hell you were thinking! and then one day its not really scabby or itchy anymore...

thats the best day!

hahaha! well Im not scabby yet...just swollen and sooooooo tender! colouring hurts!!!

Well, Its 8:15 on Monday morning, and unfortunatley Im back at it....kill me? My program isn't exactly what I had hoped it would be and neither are the majoity of the people in my program.... I dont know what exactly I want to do when Im done school. Im in the process of starting a clothing company with some friends, an maybe I'll be able to join some groups working missions in third world countries.
Basically though, Im pretty sure that tracing pictures on photoshop isnt going to help me much... but yet here I am at 8 in the morning....yawning and pretending I care

...fortunatley, tonight is the shoot with Sofia!

So I dunno what you think about nude photo shoots, or if you've ever done any, but I've decided I love them! Ive only done three now, but Monday that will be updated to four! WOOT!!..ya I'm talking about you Sophia! haha! Its probably the most liberating thing I have ever done! I used to have serious body image issues, but now my self confidence is probably as good as it will get without being conceited. Being in front of a camera naked, and seeing the results is amazing! And Im not super skinny either. Im healthy, and pretty much average sized and I can easily say that I would rather look at someone with my body than a tanorexic skinny, model with bleach blonde hair and starved empty eyes. Its more about natural beauty, when your looking at something like the human body. One of natures most wonderful creations babay! So love it!

...this is more about loving yourself than nude shoots...but I guess I get kinda side tracked sometimes!